Why do I bother

I sometimes wonder why I bother playing poker.

***** Betfair Poker Hand History for Game 233463069 *****
NL Texas Hold'em $10 Buy-in + $1 Entry Fee, Level:4 Blinds(50/100-(no ante)) - Thursday, July 26, 19:57:49 GMT 2007
$1750 GTD Regular $10+$1 NLH #89053
Table 7 9-max (Real Money)
Seat 9 is the button
Total number of active players : 9
Seat 1: RumTiddle ( 1,470 )
Seat 2: Jonno1 ( 8,773 )
Seat 3: marjuska1 ( 5,151 )
Seat 4: 1 looser ( 1,785 )
Seat 5: Silus ( 1,976 )
Seat 6: vince vega ( 1,122 )
Seat 7: TORTUE30 ( 2,868 )
Seat 8: bluezoo ( 3,796 )
Seat 9: f.r.e.d ( 5,515 )
Tourney Level:4 Blinds(50/100-(no ante))
RumTiddle posts small blind [50]
Jonno1 posts big blind [100]
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to RumTiddle [ 9s, As ]
marjuska1 folds
1 looser folds
Silus folds
vince vega folds
TORTUE30 folds
bluezoo folds
f.r.e.d folds
RumTiddle calls [50]
Jonno1 raises to [200]
RumTiddle raises to [800]
Jonno1 goes all-in
Jonno1 raises to [8,773]
RumTiddle calls [670]
RumTiddle goes all-in
Returning uncalled bet [7,303] to Jonno1
** Showdown **
RumTiddle shows [ 9s, As ]
Jonno1 shows [ 7h, Th ]
** Dealing Flop ** [ Tc, Td, Kc ]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 7d ]
** Dealing River ** [ 3d ]
** Hand Conclusion **
Jonno1 wins 2,940 from main pot with full house, Tens full of Sevens
************ Game 233463069 ends ************